Spring picnic!

Finally it is beginning to feel like spring! I can actually wear a t-shirt outside and not feel cold! My co-worker explained yesterday that she is going to wash all her family's winter jackets, and pack them away, and she WON'T take them out again, even if it snows! I hope God has mercy on her, and on us all because....


I am done with winter!


I don't want to see its face again till October!


Anyhow, because yesterday was such a nice day, my sister and I decided that it would be a perfect day to take our two youngest sisters out for a picnic in the park! Our parents were gone to Toronto with everyone else and left us two eldest girls with the two younger ones. I was a little worried the girls were going to be crabby and a trouble, but they were amazing! As I sat watching them happily play on the swings, I realized how truly blessed I am that God put me in a large family. I can't imagine what it would be like if I didn't have seven little blessing to admire and experience life with everyday!

Life's Unexpected Sorrows.

I believe it was this past Saturday. I was browsing quickly through Facebook, when the news hit me like lightening! My breath literally stopped, and the next second I couldn't stop crying. The tears hit me like punches! The notion of him dying had not entered my mind, and all of a sudden he was dead. There was nothing I could do about it! It was too late to say goodbye.

Lawrence Joseph (Bert) Gendron died April 6 2016  peacefully. He had lived his life serving many people. From delivering food, bus driving, and finally settling as a cafeteria helper at Bishop Smith Catholic High school...




My school!




That is how I knew Bert. He had been working at the school almost 11 years prior to me starting in grade nine. Bert was a simple man. He didn't have a big leadership role like the teachers. He picked up the garbage we left behind with his little garbage clutch.


But he was noticed....


He never frowned at us rowdy teenagers. He never complained about his job. I actually remember chatting with him once while I was getting my apron on for work in the café. He said this was by far his favorite job, because being surrounded by young people made him feel young again! He always smiled, and asked me how I was doing. This happened everyday! He was always cheerful, and his positive attitude on life helped me make it through the day. His job was truly important! He lifted the burden of our lives with his friendly, positive attitude, and touched our hearts.


Nothing is more important in life then giving others hope, which Bert did!




I believe the last time I saw Bert was before Christmas. He had come into work not feeling well, and had to take a break in the middle of lunch hour. The principle came in and told Bert he should go home, but Bert kept saying "no, I want to stay!" Eventually he gave in and left early, and the thought never entered my mind that that would be the last time I would see him....but it was!




I wish I had memorized the moment! I wish I had said goodbye! I kept reminding myself I should go visit him in the hospital, or send him a card, but I let the business of my life occupy my thoughts, so I never did either of those two things! I wish I could go back in time, and tell Bert how much he meant to me!




The truth is, I can't go back in time. I have to accept that he is gone. Knowing Bert though,  he is most definetly in Heaven, and so he knows how much he meant to me, and God willing, I'll see him again when I enter that stage in my life. Today was his funeral, and I missed some of school to go to it. I don't think anything could of held me back! The least I could do to show how much I appreciated him was to show up. In public I am able to suppress my emotions, so I must of appeared rock solid for most of the service....
 
But then they played Amazing Grace! What is it about that song? I don't even really like it! But then it was played, and I got shivers and I could almost see Bert smiling at me. My throat dried up, and I felt tears threaten to spill. But I wasn't sad like when I had come in. I was happy for Bert! He had put up with so much suffering the last few years (including cancer). Now he is happy with God, and feels no more pain.




I will miss Bert terribly. It will be a long time before I can sit in the café without feeling hollow inside by his absence. It will be a long time before he won't constantly be on mind. But I know he is still with us, and that he wants us to be happy for him and continue on with our lives.




In memory of Bert I gave my new pet rats the middle names Bert and Lawrence. I received them shortly after I heard the news and I thought it was appropriate. (I hope he liked rats! lol)


I am going to miss you Bert, but I know you are happy in Heaven and I will, God willing, see you again!

Spring or Winter?

It says it is spring on the calendar, and nature seems to be suggesting the same. The robins are back, I've seen a couple ducks, and geese! The rodents are getting feisty and active!


But when I stepped out the door this morning it sure didn't feel like spring!


It was cold! More so the wind then anything else, but it sure nipped my skin and I was praying really hard that the bus would come get me really quick!


Despite the cold, I still took the dog out for a walk. He was very happy, since I hadn't taken him out in awhile. I was pet sitting during the weekend, so I really had no time! It had warmed up a little bit since then, so I wasn't freezing and the walk was very enjoyable. I love this one road we go down, because no one is there, and it just feels very free! I got tired after awhile, so I sat down by the swamp for a bit, and listened to the ice crack. It was loud and startling at times, making it really cool to listen to!However, Boo did not like the sitting around, so I couldn't stay for long.

This week is once again a short school week! We have had a lot of those in a row so far. I like it, because it gives me more time to do homework and focus on my passions. I am hoping that the warm weather comes soon, so that track and field will start. I have felt so fat and lazy (even with having a gym class) so I can't wait for it to start!

P.S I got the wildlife rehabilitation internship at Sandy Pines Wildlife Center in Napanee! I am so happy and excited! It turns out that I am the youngest intern! All the others are either done University or in their second year! Either way, I think its better that way, because I will learn more from them, and they have had post secondary experience, so maybe they might be able to give me some advice! Even though it doesn't start till July, I am still thinking about it all the time!

Wolf!

It is finally the March Break! I am so happy to have time to do the things I enjoy and am passionate about. To make things even better, the weather is a lot warmer!


 To start off my March Break, I decided to go riding with one of my riding instructors. (My best friend Sierra came along!) It was a lot of fun, although the horses were extra hairy, because they are shedding! What I thought was going to be a short ride turned out to last a little over two hours. It was such a beautiful day though! I was only wearing my sweater and jeans. (I haven't  been able to do that for a long time!) What I love about the area I live in is that it doesn't take long to be totally submerged in nature! As we got deeper and deeper into the woods, it almost seemed wrong to make a noise. We were far enough back, that we discovered evidence of a wolf pack. Wolves are pretty scarce nowadays, so this was a pretty exciting discovery!

On Sunday, I felt it was warm enough to start running again. I got on my running gear, got my dog, and off we went. It felt so good to run again! I decided to go somewhere I'd never run to before. It was a little dirt road hardly anyone lived down, so we went up it and explored. While we took a walking stretch, we came across this deer eating in a field. It didn't seem to notice us, so the dog and I stood there and watched it for awhile.


When I got home, my little sister was complaining that my brother took the kids phone to his friends place, so I offered to go bike and get it! It was a pretty long bike ride to his friend's ranch, but it was enjoyable, and I came across even more deer!

I love biking down this hill, but I hate biking up it!

On Monday I went to Sierra's


(I really don't enjoy living in town, so whenever I can get away I do!)


Sierra lives kind of everywhere, but at the moment she is staying with her dad in a town that is practically a ghost town. Not to far off is the bush though. When I got there, she told me she had seen a wolf take down a deer not too far from the house when she had been riding. We decided we should go take a look at it, and savage what we could. (hide, any good meat, bones,etc) When we got there however, we were met with a big surprise! The wolf had dragged his kill all the way down to the river bellow, and floated it down to another location where it couldn't be tracked  by other meat eaters.


(I am amazed at how intelligent these creatures are!)


Anyhow, we didn't bother tracking it further down the river, because the river and snow around it is rather dangerous with the melt off. We trugged home like defeated hunters, but it had been an enjoyable adventure!

Where the deer was taken down

 

The trail the wolf left by dragging the deer

The river where the trail ended

 

For the rest of the day Sierra and I chilled with her horses, kept the fire going, made food, watched a movie, and did art on her bed in the attic as we listened to the rain pound down. When her dad came home, we had pizza for supper and her little sister taught me how to make guacamole. Then we spent the next three hours preparing and processing the meat on their recently butchered cow. It was tiring work, but it felt great to be doing something new, work with others, and feel helpful!


Plus I got free scraps for the dog and a steak for me!

Sierra's Donkey!

Her pony Joe



Anyhow, this week is looking amazing for Maple Sugaring! The days are warm and the nights are cold, so I will probably be assisting Sierra's family with that!


Also I got the wildlife internship! I am so excited!!!!

A Nice Family Trip

Hey guys! Long time no post! I am honestly the worst blogger ever!!!! Anyhow, I'm going to try and take this up again and hope I can keep myself dedicated to it!


So, today I had this interview at SPCW (A Wildlife Rehabilitation Center in Napanee!) I am not really sure what I want to do with my life right now, but I have narrowed it down to an active job, or one that involves working with animals. This wildlife center offered an internship at their facility, and so I applied, and I got an interview!!! Anyhow, it went really well, and it was so great to meet everyone there and see the animals. I have a good feeling that I might just get this internship!


However, because Napanee is pretty far away from us and a large portion of the family came along for the trip, we decided that we should make the most of the trip and go see Kingston! It was such a fun, and family bonding trip!

Mural Painting!!

We spent the last week of the summer painting a mural in town! It was a blast! Here are a couple of pics!

 

I spent most of my time on this horse



 

Hannah did the cougar

Long Time....No Blog

Sometimes life throws you around so hard, you barely have time to breath! Never mind Blog!!

So what has happened to me since my last post?

I turned 17!

I did my first school play!

I did a lot of sports!

I got a job!

I was a counsellor at a summer camp!

I got my driver's licence!

I went to New York!

I went to Europe!

I moved into town.....lets talk about that one.

Here I was, the backwoods girl. An adventurous spirit, who got stuck in her home for months at a time. Not that she minded really. She loved the trees, the animals, the nature around here, and the tricks to survival; But the whole time she imagined she was somewhere else. During the cold winter months, she would sit on her bed and write about her adventures in another place. That is why,  when the opportunity to go to Europe arose, she couldn't help, but accept it! 

So my friend and I went to Germany for two months, and spent two weeks in Italy! It was the greatest experience of my life, and I had loads of fun! I would definitely recommend a trip like that to anyone. 

After being away from home for two month, I was so excited to go back. We went home, although it wasn't the home I remembered. It was a new one, right in town! 

(Not like this town is what most people would call a "town". It only has about 700 people in it, but compared to NO people 700 people is A LOT. )

So now I live in town, and WOW!!! It is strange! Constant noise, no privacy, and convince is so close by! I'll admit I hated it at first. It just was too easy compared to being in the bush, but now....I actually kind of like it! All the people you get to meet, all the activities close by. I don't feel so lonely anymore. Now, if I had a choice to move back into the woods I would! But for now, I think this little country town will suit me just fine!

So, Ill try to keep you updated about what's going on. My life is getting busier by the hour, but I'll try. Hope you enjoy hearing about this unexpected twist in my life!